January 2010
2009.
It was the year where everything went out of control. There was drama, heartaches/heartbreaks, accomplishment, and all emotions and verbs. I never knew what a year could do to someone.
I could say no matter what has happened this year, it will be ending in a good way. I’m thankful, even if I hated this year. I have great friends who got my back no matter what, a great family that supports...
December 2009
Please, don't give up on me.
I can never do anything right. Maybe it's best if...
I don’t know what to do anymore. I don’t want to hurt you any longer.
No matter what it takes...
I think about you in every moment and every image of you hurts me horribly. I want to feel every thought, every whisper you say in the deep silence of the eternity of you soul. To be able to cry in me, beside you, beside me in you, to be able to understand why our hearts beat, why we live among moments and not among eternities as if it were different. To be able to understand every smile which...
Do not cry, because we are destiny, because we are everything that can be above this world. And now, the angel of my life, please let me fly so that I can fulfil the vanity of this world, of this dream, of this nightmare that eternally took you from me. I didn’t thought you will come now at this age and time of this Illusion of Life, but between these bars I tell you how much I love you and do not...
[The lover says:] How beautiful you are, now that...
“What can the love in my soul be compared to another wonderful soul which is so...”
“Two souls with but a single thought, Two hearts that beat as one.”
– Friedrich Halm
“Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not...”
– Corinthians
Thanks dad....
Why do you have to be such an asshole?! That’s why I’m a bitch to you because you are an ASSHOLE!
January 1- New Years
January 4- 3 months
January 11- Back to school
January 23- USA Regionals @ Agoura HS
January 24- USA Regionals @ Orange Lutheran HS
January 30- Competition @ West Covina HS
Really?
Am I always the reason why people are mad and disappointed? Yes. Most people can’t understand that I am a certain way. I’m hard to satisfy, I’m hard-headed, what can’t you see? You can’t see that even if you knew me for the longest time…you clearly don’t know what I am about.
Bitch, you better back the fuck off!
Just because you are “worried” about someone doesn’t mean you have to be a nosey ass on tumblr and follow all of his posts.
He doesn’t give a fuck about you and there clearly is no point of “following” his tumblr.
FUCK YOU & YOUR LIFE!
NO ONE GIVES A FUCK ABOUT YOU!
By loving me, you are teaching me how to love...
They say that Disneyland is the "Happiest Place on...
My goal someday is to be able to go to a Lady Gaga concert <3
Hahahaha :)
Mode Et Fabuleux.
I'm good :)
I didn’t expect myself to get what I wanted and I’m glad that I did :)
$100 dollar gift card from babe
black suede boots from sister/brother-in-law
“Sisters” book with quotes found from a hallmark from sister
cheetah print wallet that I wanted and coincidentally I got it from sister
in the process of getting a new pink phone <3
(cute/girly) bed spread set from...
"The greatest relationship"
The greatest relationships are the ones you never expected to be in. The ones that swept you off your feet and challenged your ever view. The ones where you found yourself to be a better person because of who you were when he was around. The ones that made you wake up with a smile on your face no matter how corny it was. The ones that made everything right when it was wrong. The ones that caused...
Sometimes, as you grow smarter, your heart grows...
Life's natural highs:
falling in love
hearing your favorite song on the radio
lying in bed listening to the rain outside
bubble baths
giggling
long conversations late at night
lazing on the beach
running through sprinklers
laughing at an inside joke
laughing at yourself
laughing so hard your stomach hurts
laughing for absolutely no reason at all
friends
having someone tell you that you’re beautiful
Who’s boyfriend gives their girlfriend a $100 dollar gift card to Forever 21???
MINE DOES!!!! :D
THANKKKKK YOUUUU BABEEEEE <3
Merry Christmas!
“Before you, my life was like a moonless night. Very dark, but there were...”
“When life offers you a dream so far beyond any of your expectations, it’s...”
I wish I could make everyone happy. Money is always the problem.
I need money in my life, period.
It just proves that I can shock you in every way...
Tomorrow is the day that you can see my “OH MY F***ING FACE!” :) hahaha
I can admit that I have came a long way.
From drama to bad downfalls.
From then on, it all changes.
I had been given a chance to start over with someone who truly care about the most.
I am lucky to be here still.
I wouldn’t know where I would be right now.
Thank you <3
I want to know what my surprise is already! -____-
Come on college acceptance letter....
I’m waiting for you.
6:30 am
It is officially the start of winter break. It is almost Christmas and I know for a fact that this is not my holiday anymore. No christmas lights, no christmas decorations, and no christmas tree. There is usally never no holiday spirit in my house, unlike everyone else whose families go all out. I wish I had a family like that.
It’s almost 2010 and I know for a fact that I have to change....